Sleeping pills and other news

I am exhausted and still I cannot sleep. Story. Of. My. Life. Every. Single. Day. It's ridiculous. I truly wish I was addicted to sleeping pills. Mainly for the much needed rest but partly because I would get some attention probably because people would be worried. Just kidding, kinda. I really do love attention so so much. Sometimes when Jared is watching the most boring "learning about the earth and stuff" shows that I have ever seen in my life, I like to get directly in front of the tv and make up really cool dance moves, usually inspired by sytycd (so you think you can dance)and believe it or not, every single time I do that I think it's funny, literally every single time. Anyway, sleeping pills. I'm not really going to take any. Im like a precious angel that rarely puts anything habit forming or toxic in my body. Other than the food I eat daily. But I don't drink alcohol ever, I don't abuse medication and I have never even tried or seen any form of "street drug." haha "street drug" is funny. Anyways, I don't even know what I'm typing, I'm so tired:( tonight was my first Stella & dot party! It was fun except for the moment I realized that there was math involved. My customers had to help me total shipping and tax rates and what not. I'm the dumbest girl alive. Literally out of everyone you know, no matter who is reading this, I am seriously the dumbest girl u have ever met. Just at math. And science and history. Oh and sports but who cares. Not me. oh you know what! I DID see drugs one time! I found drugs in a chair at the mall you know what i bravely did? I told a security guard. I was so scared that i may have screwed up a active drug deal and the owners of the drugs were going to murder me but I did it anyways because I'm a hero. Your hero. The moral of this post is say no to drugs. Goodnight!